1 00:00:10,800 --> 00:00:12,040 Can you see the door? 2 00:00:12,920 --> 00:00:13,760 Yes. 3 00:00:14,880 --> 00:00:15,720 Great. 4 00:00:17,080 --> 00:00:19,040 Open it and tell me what you see. 5 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:26,320 I can barely see anything. 6 00:00:27,520 --> 00:00:28,360 Only darkness. 7 00:00:28,440 --> 00:00:30,160 THE LAST NIGHT AT TREMORE BEACH 8 00:00:30,240 --> 00:00:31,960 And music playing in the distance. 9 00:00:38,160 --> 00:00:39,120 It's my mother. 10 00:00:42,080 --> 00:00:43,760 She speaks to me with music. 11 00:00:47,080 --> 00:00:49,080 She said it was good for my development. 12 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:55,000 She was convinced that I'd be a musician long before I was born. 13 00:00:56,040 --> 00:00:57,600 So she started teaching me. 14 00:00:57,680 --> 00:00:59,120 It's called "For Elise." 15 00:00:59,840 --> 00:01:03,800 It's a bagatelle that requires a lot of hand coordination. 16 00:01:06,320 --> 00:01:07,640 It was written by Beethoven. 17 00:01:07,720 --> 00:01:11,320 Rumor has it he composed it for a woman he loved. 18 00:01:12,120 --> 00:01:16,240 Maybe, one day, you'll find your Elise and compose something like it for her. 19 00:01:16,320 --> 00:01:18,640 And if he wants to be... an astronaut? 20 00:01:20,080 --> 00:01:21,000 Impossible. 21 00:01:22,120 --> 00:01:23,360 - Really? - Yes. 22 00:01:24,120 --> 00:01:25,320 He'll be a composer. 23 00:01:27,040 --> 00:01:28,240 I've seen it, Isaak. 24 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:32,600 EPISODE 5 MOM 25 00:01:41,720 --> 00:01:44,440 Bad. 26 00:01:45,080 --> 00:01:48,160 Reading the score isn't enough. You must capture it. 27 00:01:48,240 --> 00:01:50,720 To be geniuses, you must be mediums 28 00:01:51,360 --> 00:01:53,560 capable of speaking to another world. 29 00:01:53,640 --> 00:01:57,040 She'd spent half her life searching for a diamond in the rough. 30 00:01:57,120 --> 00:01:58,680 And she knew how hard it was. 31 00:01:58,760 --> 00:02:00,160 ...ghosts that live among us, 32 00:02:00,880 --> 00:02:03,800 to remind us that we're more than just animals 33 00:02:04,960 --> 00:02:07,200 born through pain and destined to die. 34 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:08,760 Until she found me. 35 00:02:11,320 --> 00:02:12,560 Get out of there. 36 00:02:12,640 --> 00:02:15,000 - Get out of there. - What's wrong, honey? 37 00:02:15,920 --> 00:02:17,040 What? What is it? 38 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:20,000 What? What's wrong? 39 00:02:21,920 --> 00:02:24,760 It wasn't the first time my mother had one of these episodes. 40 00:02:24,840 --> 00:02:26,760 Take me to the hospital now. 41 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:28,440 Please. 42 00:02:34,840 --> 00:02:35,920 Everything's okay. 43 00:02:36,560 --> 00:02:37,480 Check again. 44 00:02:38,440 --> 00:02:40,520 I promise. Nothing's wrong with your son. 45 00:02:41,560 --> 00:02:43,280 I know something's not right. 46 00:02:44,440 --> 00:02:46,760 By the way, have you decided on a name? 47 00:02:46,840 --> 00:02:48,600 Álex. We'll name him Álex. 48 00:02:48,680 --> 00:02:49,640 Álex is not okay. 49 00:02:50,240 --> 00:02:51,680 Well, Álex is moving. 50 00:02:52,200 --> 00:02:53,240 Check again. 51 00:02:57,680 --> 00:02:58,680 What's wrong? 52 00:02:59,560 --> 00:03:02,280 Something's wrong, right? What's wrong? 53 00:03:02,800 --> 00:03:04,240 - You're almost done! - No! 54 00:03:14,880 --> 00:03:16,600 I want to see him. Where is he? 55 00:03:17,560 --> 00:03:20,080 No! 56 00:03:20,160 --> 00:03:22,240 I'd moved and almost strangled myself. 57 00:03:22,320 --> 00:03:23,560 I want to see him! 58 00:03:23,640 --> 00:03:26,320 If they hadn't seen it on screen, I would've died. 59 00:03:26,400 --> 00:03:30,520 The doctors said I was lucky, but my mother knew what had happened. 60 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:33,120 Nothing would ever change her mind. 61 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:34,160 Stop right there. 62 00:03:36,640 --> 00:03:38,080 Stay in that moment. 63 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:39,680 Breathe, Álex. 64 00:03:41,720 --> 00:03:44,120 Think about everything you've said. 65 00:03:44,200 --> 00:03:48,600 If we put your mom's stories aside, how much of what you've told me is real 66 00:03:48,680 --> 00:03:50,920 and how much did you make up? 67 00:03:53,360 --> 00:03:57,920 I know I can't remember that moment. But it's the first thing that came to me. 68 00:03:58,520 --> 00:03:59,520 It's interesting. 69 00:04:00,520 --> 00:04:02,720 Of all the doors you could've opened, 70 00:04:03,440 --> 00:04:06,000 your mind chose this one. 71 00:04:06,720 --> 00:04:08,160 It wasn't premeditated. 72 00:04:08,240 --> 00:04:11,760 I don't want you to judge it. I just want you to notice what you did. 73 00:04:11,840 --> 00:04:12,680 Okay. 74 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:14,480 Very good. 75 00:04:15,560 --> 00:04:17,920 Search for an image from when you were a boy. 76 00:04:18,560 --> 00:04:20,840 The first thing that comes to mind. 77 00:04:20,920 --> 00:04:23,320 And go to that moment in the present, 78 00:04:23,400 --> 00:04:25,320 as if you were really there. 79 00:04:28,040 --> 00:04:29,920 I remember my first piano. 80 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:31,000 How old are you? 81 00:04:33,120 --> 00:04:33,960 I'm four. 82 00:04:35,600 --> 00:04:36,840 What are you doing? 83 00:04:37,880 --> 00:04:39,760 I'm playing a concert for my parents. 84 00:04:41,520 --> 00:04:44,400 This is the first concert of many I'll play in my life. 85 00:04:47,360 --> 00:04:51,400 It's all part of her long-term plan. She doesn't improvise with me. 86 00:04:52,520 --> 00:04:53,960 And then I turn ten years old. 87 00:04:55,120 --> 00:04:58,680 I pass the entrance exam for the top music school in Oviedo. 88 00:04:59,280 --> 00:05:00,720 Just like she'd planned. 89 00:05:06,720 --> 00:05:08,640 I'll spend three years of my life here. 90 00:05:08,720 --> 00:05:09,600 Piano, 91 00:05:10,920 --> 00:05:11,760 music theory, 92 00:05:12,840 --> 00:05:13,680 composition. 93 00:05:15,320 --> 00:05:16,760 Then, practicing at home. 94 00:05:16,840 --> 00:05:17,800 Fly with the piece. 95 00:05:17,880 --> 00:05:20,400 Every day, in that same order. No exceptions. 96 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:22,560 Come on. Ride with the melody. 97 00:05:23,120 --> 00:05:25,000 Move them. They're fingers. 98 00:05:27,360 --> 00:05:29,120 Álex, please, focus. 99 00:05:29,200 --> 00:05:30,200 Elvira, please. 100 00:05:30,280 --> 00:05:33,040 - Stay out of it. - He's been at it all morning. 101 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:34,240 Leave it to me. 102 00:05:36,320 --> 00:05:39,320 Come on. Focus. Back straight. 103 00:05:39,400 --> 00:05:41,880 This is when my first real problems began. 104 00:05:45,240 --> 00:05:48,240 His performance has slumped alarmingly. 105 00:05:48,320 --> 00:05:52,880 He's failed six classes and clearly can't pay attention in class. 106 00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:55,720 Maybe fewer hours of piano would help. 107 00:05:56,720 --> 00:05:57,880 His life is music. 108 00:05:58,400 --> 00:06:00,720 His future is there, not here. 109 00:06:02,680 --> 00:06:06,480 I look at my mother and feel there's something she isn't telling me. 110 00:06:07,200 --> 00:06:10,040 - You're underestimating your son. - You heard the principal. 111 00:06:10,120 --> 00:06:12,920 - That's enough. - He can do more than just study. 112 00:06:13,800 --> 00:06:16,160 When we get home, my parents argue because of me... 113 00:06:16,240 --> 00:06:19,600 He can't pay attention. He's falling asleep in class... What else do you want? 114 00:06:19,680 --> 00:06:21,120 ...for the umpteenth time. 115 00:06:25,120 --> 00:06:28,240 That was the first of many nights that I'd sleepwalk. 116 00:06:36,720 --> 00:06:39,200 I walk to the living room like a robot. 117 00:06:42,480 --> 00:06:45,480 And I play "For Elise" like never before. 118 00:07:06,560 --> 00:07:08,040 My parents see me playing 119 00:07:09,560 --> 00:07:12,200 and my mom says it's the exact same image... 120 00:07:12,280 --> 00:07:13,520 This is what I saw. 121 00:07:15,200 --> 00:07:16,520 Leave him alone. Stop. 122 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:23,960 It's the first time I feel like my mom can see the future. 123 00:07:25,080 --> 00:07:26,760 Is what happened to me bad? 124 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:28,440 No. 125 00:07:29,440 --> 00:07:30,840 We're special. 126 00:07:32,560 --> 00:07:33,560 You're special. 127 00:07:35,000 --> 00:07:36,600 You're a little angel, Son. 128 00:07:37,920 --> 00:07:39,120 Why? 129 00:07:40,120 --> 00:07:41,280 We have instinct. 130 00:07:42,520 --> 00:07:43,800 Tell me about this. 131 00:07:44,720 --> 00:07:47,040 About the instinct your mother believed she had 132 00:07:47,120 --> 00:07:49,560 and identified with seeing the future. 133 00:07:52,120 --> 00:07:53,680 Since I reached the age of reason, 134 00:07:53,760 --> 00:07:58,240 my family spoke normally of the dream my mother had, which saved my life. 135 00:08:00,920 --> 00:08:02,120 But there were more. 136 00:08:04,120 --> 00:08:05,800 They were always the same. 137 00:08:14,320 --> 00:08:17,280 There's been a tragic train accident near Oviedo. 138 00:08:17,360 --> 00:08:21,280 The train rounded a curve at more than 110 miles per hour. 139 00:08:21,360 --> 00:08:23,080 The cause is still unknown. 140 00:08:23,160 --> 00:08:25,040 Technicians are still investigating 141 00:08:25,120 --> 00:08:28,120 if the derailment was caused by human error... 142 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:31,080 We did track and field today. 143 00:08:32,240 --> 00:08:34,360 - You must've run a lot today. - Yes. 144 00:08:37,040 --> 00:08:38,720 By the way, they didn't do-- 145 00:08:42,280 --> 00:08:43,120 What's wrong? 146 00:08:50,960 --> 00:08:53,160 My son. 147 00:08:53,240 --> 00:08:54,080 My son. 148 00:09:20,760 --> 00:09:21,600 My love. 149 00:09:21,680 --> 00:09:24,800 My love, it's okay. Calm down. 150 00:09:25,640 --> 00:09:26,640 What do you see? 151 00:09:28,520 --> 00:09:29,720 Juan? 152 00:09:29,800 --> 00:09:31,560 Dude, Juan! 153 00:09:31,640 --> 00:09:32,840 Juan, what's wrong? 154 00:09:33,880 --> 00:09:34,720 Dude. 155 00:09:39,400 --> 00:09:40,560 Let's stop there, 156 00:09:41,560 --> 00:09:43,800 in the pattern of your mother's visions. 157 00:09:43,880 --> 00:09:46,800 They're always about death, the final destination. 158 00:09:47,400 --> 00:09:48,240 Not always. 159 00:09:49,400 --> 00:09:52,320 The only exception you've mentioned so far 160 00:09:52,880 --> 00:09:53,720 is you. 161 00:09:54,440 --> 00:09:55,640 Your musical career. 162 00:09:56,320 --> 00:09:58,760 I suppose I remember the deaths more 163 00:09:58,840 --> 00:10:01,840 because they affected me more than the happy visions she also had. 164 00:10:01,920 --> 00:10:04,480 Let's stay with that nuance. It's important. 165 00:10:05,880 --> 00:10:08,280 OBSESSED WITH DEATH 166 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:10,200 What happens next, Álex? 167 00:10:15,160 --> 00:10:16,640 After the last incident, 168 00:10:18,400 --> 00:10:20,160 they run some tests on my mother. 169 00:10:21,280 --> 00:10:23,160 And they say the cursed word. 170 00:10:23,240 --> 00:10:25,240 Schizophrenia is a mental disorder 171 00:10:25,320 --> 00:10:29,720 that makes people like you interpret reality differently. 172 00:10:30,640 --> 00:10:33,880 It's usually accompanied by hallucinations, delirium, 173 00:10:34,480 --> 00:10:37,280 and serious disturbances in thinking and behavior. 174 00:10:37,800 --> 00:10:39,960 I'm well aware of what's happening to me. 175 00:10:41,560 --> 00:10:44,680 - What I see is real. I'm not insane. - But you are sick. 176 00:10:44,760 --> 00:10:49,080 You can't distinguish between what happens in your mind from reality. 177 00:10:52,800 --> 00:10:54,880 If you decide not to get treatment, 178 00:10:56,520 --> 00:10:58,360 we'll have to incapacitate you. 179 00:11:22,720 --> 00:11:26,840 It's the first time she's admitted, but the attacks always return. 180 00:11:28,640 --> 00:11:30,080 And the medication too. 181 00:11:31,880 --> 00:11:34,960 Years later, my father is fed up and imposes changes. 182 00:11:37,400 --> 00:11:40,120 Go to that moment and tell me what you see. 183 00:11:46,280 --> 00:11:47,280 I see my house. 184 00:11:48,760 --> 00:11:51,080 Well, my parents' house. 185 00:11:55,840 --> 00:11:58,080 I'm 18 and starting a new life. 186 00:12:02,240 --> 00:12:05,000 My father has decided to isolate her from any stimulus. 187 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:09,440 She's stopped teaching and I've become her only student. 188 00:12:20,160 --> 00:12:23,080 She signs me up for an orchestra so I keep growing as a musician. 189 00:12:24,640 --> 00:12:26,360 There, I meet people like me. 190 00:12:33,520 --> 00:12:34,840 I want to have fun. 191 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:37,640 But with her, it's impossible. 192 00:12:39,840 --> 00:12:41,400 I start to defy her. 193 00:12:44,120 --> 00:12:44,960 Álex. 194 00:12:46,400 --> 00:12:47,240 Álex! 195 00:12:48,560 --> 00:12:50,440 It's time to go to bed. Put that down. 196 00:12:50,520 --> 00:12:51,920 And that music... 197 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:25,880 It's the first time I've felt happiness like this. 198 00:13:27,880 --> 00:13:29,320 It won't last long. 199 00:13:31,280 --> 00:13:33,480 I don't know what's about to happen to me. 200 00:13:56,920 --> 00:13:57,760 Álex? 201 00:14:00,360 --> 00:14:01,200 Álex. 202 00:14:01,680 --> 00:14:02,680 Continue, please. 203 00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:04,240 Go back, Álex. 204 00:14:04,880 --> 00:14:07,160 Go back and tell me what happened after that. 205 00:14:11,920 --> 00:14:12,760 Breathe. 206 00:14:15,680 --> 00:14:16,520 I feel like... 207 00:14:17,760 --> 00:14:19,040 I feel like I'm leaving. 208 00:14:21,280 --> 00:14:23,120 My mind separates from my body. 209 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:25,240 I see something. 210 00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:26,160 What? 211 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:28,480 Can you feel your legs? 212 00:14:28,560 --> 00:14:30,040 Tell me what you see, Álex. 213 00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:31,120 Are you okay? 214 00:14:32,200 --> 00:14:33,200 My life. 215 00:14:34,600 --> 00:14:37,040 I can see the rest of my life pass before me. 216 00:14:53,880 --> 00:14:55,000 I've seen his life. 217 00:14:55,800 --> 00:14:57,360 It doesn't end here. 218 00:14:57,440 --> 00:14:59,520 Please, stop saying those things. 219 00:15:01,040 --> 00:15:02,680 He's not going to die, Isaak. 220 00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:05,080 I'm telling you. 221 00:15:13,080 --> 00:15:15,320 Two weeks later, they discharge me. 222 00:15:18,520 --> 00:15:19,680 When I get home, 223 00:15:21,040 --> 00:15:22,000 she's angry 224 00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:24,760 and bewildered. 225 00:15:33,120 --> 00:15:33,960 Does it hurt? 226 00:15:47,320 --> 00:15:49,000 What I see can't be changed. 227 00:15:50,320 --> 00:15:52,200 But I can't control everything. 228 00:15:53,760 --> 00:15:57,120 Your destiny is beautiful, Álex. Believe me. Please. 229 00:15:57,200 --> 00:15:59,240 You're going to need more discipline. 230 00:15:59,840 --> 00:16:02,400 Starting now, the orchestra and partying are over. 231 00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:06,400 I'm sorry. 232 00:16:18,120 --> 00:16:20,720 Everyone, this is Álex. 233 00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:22,440 Hello. 234 00:16:33,920 --> 00:16:34,920 Breathe, Álex. 235 00:16:35,920 --> 00:16:38,320 Álex. Stay in that moment. 236 00:16:44,680 --> 00:16:45,840 It's gone, Álex. 237 00:16:46,480 --> 00:16:47,800 Try to get back to it. 238 00:16:49,680 --> 00:16:51,400 I don't want to remember her. 239 00:16:53,720 --> 00:16:54,920 Why? 240 00:16:55,600 --> 00:16:56,440 It hurts. 241 00:16:58,600 --> 00:17:00,120 Estrella hurts a lot. 242 00:17:01,120 --> 00:17:02,720 Embrace the pain, Álex. 243 00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:05,040 Let it enter your body. 244 00:17:05,800 --> 00:17:07,040 Let it spread. 245 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:08,800 Breathe 246 00:17:09,560 --> 00:17:11,600 and tell me about Estrella. 247 00:17:40,920 --> 00:17:42,440 - I beat you. - No. 248 00:17:42,520 --> 00:17:44,360 - Of course I did. - No. 249 00:17:47,280 --> 00:17:49,000 Estrella doesn't know it yet, 250 00:17:49,840 --> 00:17:51,480 but she'll be the love of my life. 251 00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:04,600 Feel the melody. 252 00:18:10,560 --> 00:18:11,680 What are you doing? 253 00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:14,320 I'm looking for your melody. 254 00:18:37,320 --> 00:18:38,160 Estrella! 255 00:18:38,760 --> 00:18:39,680 Shit. 256 00:18:40,440 --> 00:18:41,520 Estrella? 257 00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:44,480 Shit. Álex, we dozed off. 258 00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:46,960 Estrella, honey! Are you home? 259 00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:11,040 - Darling. - Fuck, Dad. You startled me. 260 00:19:11,120 --> 00:19:12,920 - My God. - I'm sorry. 261 00:19:13,400 --> 00:19:16,680 - I saw you here... - I don't feel good. 262 00:19:17,600 --> 00:19:20,600 - Right. You don't feel good. - No. 263 00:19:22,720 --> 00:19:24,960 Your friend isn't feeling good either? 264 00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:30,760 - He doesn't want to say hi? - Álex, it's over. 265 00:19:31,800 --> 00:19:32,640 Hello there! 266 00:19:33,520 --> 00:19:34,560 Hi. 267 00:19:35,240 --> 00:19:37,960 Ramiro works at a major construction company. 268 00:19:39,440 --> 00:19:41,560 He has so much money, he can't spend it all. 269 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:45,120 He loves his daughter and he likes me. 270 00:19:46,280 --> 00:19:48,600 He will keep our secret from my mother. 271 00:19:49,840 --> 00:19:53,200 He knows how to keep one, because he has some too. 272 00:19:54,080 --> 00:19:56,360 - What did you say your father does? - Construction. 273 00:19:57,880 --> 00:19:58,880 Who are the others? 274 00:20:00,080 --> 00:20:03,280 They work for him. They protect the sites from thieves. 275 00:20:04,200 --> 00:20:06,520 Don't sweat it. They never come inside. 276 00:20:25,160 --> 00:20:26,000 Stop, Álex! 277 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:27,760 Stop! 278 00:20:28,360 --> 00:20:29,720 Álex, stop! 279 00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:31,040 - In she goes! - No! 280 00:21:52,320 --> 00:21:53,440 Did you compose it? 281 00:21:56,680 --> 00:21:57,880 Let's see. Again. 282 00:22:04,080 --> 00:22:05,040 Play it again. 283 00:22:16,960 --> 00:22:18,760 What are you going to call it? 284 00:22:20,560 --> 00:22:22,640 "For Estrella." Or just "Estrella." 285 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,520 And who's the lucky lady? 286 00:22:31,120 --> 00:22:32,680 No one. I made her up. 287 00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:43,920 Your father knows about Estrella. 288 00:22:45,320 --> 00:22:47,400 I feel like I can tell him almost anything. 289 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:49,360 And your mother? 290 00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:52,840 - She never finds out? - It takes her a while. 291 00:22:54,320 --> 00:22:56,280 She starts to sense something. 292 00:23:28,400 --> 00:23:31,000 The pit. 293 00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:33,000 The pit. How did you end up here? 294 00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:35,080 The pit. 295 00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:36,240 Mom, what's going on? 296 00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:38,760 - Leave this house. - What's happening? Mom! 297 00:23:39,360 --> 00:23:40,800 - What's happening? - Leave. 298 00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:43,560 - What do you want? - I want you to leave this house! 299 00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:45,440 - Mom! - Leave this place. 300 00:23:45,960 --> 00:23:48,040 - Mom, are you okay? - Save yourself, please. 301 00:23:48,120 --> 00:23:50,640 - What's wrong? - Listen to me. 302 00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:51,880 Listen to me, Álex! 303 00:23:51,960 --> 00:23:54,440 - Mom, please! - Leave this house! 304 00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:56,080 - Mom! - Álex! 305 00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:57,800 - Please! - You're in danger. 306 00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:00,440 - Elvira? - Leave this house. 307 00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:02,000 - Elvira! - Mom, go! 308 00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:03,040 - It's over. - Mom. 309 00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:04,920 - It's over. Calm down. - Álex... 310 00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:06,440 It's okay. It's over. 311 00:24:06,520 --> 00:24:07,400 It's okay. 312 00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:10,800 - It's okay. - Make Álex leave this house. 313 00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:11,880 Easy. 314 00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:14,480 Easy. 315 00:24:15,120 --> 00:24:17,200 Easy. 316 00:24:18,280 --> 00:24:19,120 Easy. 317 00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:22,280 It's okay. 318 00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:24,080 Easy. 319 00:24:24,160 --> 00:24:25,640 Easy. It's okay. 320 00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:26,720 What did you see? 321 00:24:27,360 --> 00:24:28,200 I don't know. 322 00:24:29,640 --> 00:24:33,360 I was somewhere I'd never seen before. 323 00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:37,440 The walls were white and... 324 00:24:39,360 --> 00:24:40,880 there was lots of light. 325 00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:47,880 There were green lattices and an old man playing chess. 326 00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:50,720 And Álex was there with a woman 327 00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:53,000 that wasn't his wife. 328 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,560 It was a woman I'd never seen before, Isaak. 329 00:24:58,160 --> 00:25:01,320 He was far from the life for which he was destined. 330 00:25:02,120 --> 00:25:05,880 - And this put him in danger. - It's okay. Elvira, it's over. 331 00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:09,080 There was darkness all around him. 332 00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:13,240 Later, when my father told me what my mother had said, 333 00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:16,080 I thought she was referencing Estrella. 334 00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:18,000 Not anymore? 335 00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:21,120 A few days ago, 336 00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:26,080 my mother appeared to me and said the same thing. 337 00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:31,360 It was when I saw Judy dead inside my piano. 338 00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,960 Time's running out, Álex. Leave this house. 339 00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:37,480 And now you're thinking that maybe what she saw was her. Judy. 340 00:25:37,560 --> 00:25:40,120 And all the bad things that'll happen to me in Tremore, 341 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,120 and that same danger I'm feeling now. 342 00:25:45,320 --> 00:25:47,800 It's clear that she's been influencing you 343 00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:51,240 and your mind has been conforming to a story. 344 00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:54,160 Your mother may have projected her fear that you'd abandon her 345 00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:55,840 and live your own life. 346 00:25:55,920 --> 00:25:58,240 Plus, it was your father who told you about all this. 347 00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:02,080 Your mother's words may not have been exactly those. 348 00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:05,000 But let's not be hasty. 349 00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:07,400 Tell me what happened next. 350 00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:10,800 My mother comes home. 351 00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:14,240 And, for a while, everything is... 352 00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:16,040 good. 353 00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:19,520 I go back to class. 354 00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,040 And, in class, I go back to Estrella. 355 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:26,240 Until we get the life-changing news. 356 00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:28,200 The director has something to tell you. 357 00:26:28,280 --> 00:26:31,120 It's confirmed. The students at this conservatory 358 00:26:31,200 --> 00:26:34,600 will be candidates for the Royal British Conservatory scholarship. 359 00:26:35,360 --> 00:26:38,360 Every year, the school offers scholarships to students worldwide, 360 00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:43,640 but only one of you will be chosen and will have the privilege of studying there. 361 00:26:45,640 --> 00:26:48,200 {\an8}This wasn't the first time I had seen that building. 362 00:26:52,200 --> 00:26:54,480 And I feel my mind separating from my body again. 363 00:26:57,920 --> 00:26:59,760 I know where those visions end. 364 00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:06,360 And Estrella is not in any of them. 365 00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:10,960 I don't know if I want to go. 366 00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:14,320 Well, you have to win the scholarship first. 367 00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:16,320 I will. 368 00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:20,240 You're so conceited. 369 00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:24,560 You know I will. 370 00:27:26,640 --> 00:27:28,680 What's making you doubt it, then? 371 00:27:33,600 --> 00:27:34,440 Álex? 372 00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:39,880 One of us going to London doesn't mean we're going to break up. 373 00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:44,280 If we want to be together, nothing will split us up. 374 00:27:44,360 --> 00:27:45,520 You know why? 375 00:27:49,120 --> 00:27:50,520 Because we're unstoppable. 376 00:27:51,960 --> 00:27:56,000 So stop the insecurity. If one of us wins, the other will also go. 377 00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:59,600 Together, we'll find a way for the other to study at another school. 378 00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:03,760 I can't afford a good school abroad. 379 00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:08,160 My mother will force me to beat you. 380 00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:10,000 That's what happened. 381 00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:15,040 She became obsessed with practicing the song we'd play at the contest. 382 00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:18,440 - Can you slow the tempo down? - It's the one Beethoven used. 383 00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:19,680 Beethoven was deaf. 384 00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:23,160 That's why the metronome tells us how to play the score. 385 00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:25,520 His metronome was broken. No one understands it. 386 00:28:25,600 --> 00:28:28,880 - This piece is too fast. - Without technique, there's no freedom. 387 00:28:28,960 --> 00:28:32,080 - They're almost impossible. - A good pianist doesn't ignore technique. 388 00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:34,680 They forget it. That's what London's for. 389 00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:37,480 Technique, Álex. Don't you ever forget that. 390 00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:39,520 Shall we? 391 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:44,040 One, two, three, four. 392 00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:45,920 One, two, three, four. 393 00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:48,160 One, two, three, four. 394 00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:50,000 One, two, three, four. 395 00:28:50,080 --> 00:28:51,600 One, two, three, four. Breathe. 396 00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,560 One, two, three, four. 397 00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:54,480 Play! 398 00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:09,640 Okay. Softer. 399 00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:12,440 Relax your shoulders, Álex. 400 00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:13,720 Let your fingers fly. 401 00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:22,880 Álex. 402 00:29:23,360 --> 00:29:24,880 Focus on the piece, please. 403 00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:28,040 Keep it clean. 404 00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:29,440 Keep the piece clean. 405 00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:32,640 Go on. 406 00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:35,800 Álex, tempo! 407 00:29:38,760 --> 00:29:41,080 Go on. Fly. Technique, Álex! Technique! 408 00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:43,120 Breathe. 409 00:29:43,720 --> 00:29:44,840 Breathe. 410 00:29:44,920 --> 00:29:46,480 Breathe. Your left hand. 411 00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:50,120 Move your left hand. It's just as important as the right one. 412 00:29:50,200 --> 00:29:51,120 There. Breathe. 413 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:53,360 Breathe. Don't be afraid. Fly. 414 00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:54,360 Fly. 415 00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,080 Álex, move your left hand, please. 416 00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:07,840 Fly. 417 00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:12,040 Relax your shoulders. 418 00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:17,080 Get ready. 419 00:30:19,120 --> 00:30:20,080 Get ready. 420 00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:22,600 There you go. 421 00:30:23,240 --> 00:30:24,600 More intensity. Good. 422 00:30:25,080 --> 00:30:26,960 Your left hand, Álex. 423 00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:29,240 Stronger. 424 00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:31,320 You've got it. 425 00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:33,520 Fly. 426 00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:34,920 Get ready for the end. 427 00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:36,600 Tragic! 428 00:30:36,680 --> 00:30:37,520 There you go. 429 00:30:49,520 --> 00:30:51,680 Álex? You've gone quiet. 430 00:30:52,880 --> 00:30:54,440 Tell me where you are now. 431 00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:56,520 I'm at the auditorium. 432 00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:00,000 It's the day of the scholarship contest. 433 00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:01,840 I'm in the car. 434 00:31:02,440 --> 00:31:03,280 I'm nervous. 435 00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:07,080 I'm thinking I don't want to lose Estrella by winning the scholarship. 436 00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:25,160 Good evening. 437 00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:27,680 Hey. 438 00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:34,320 - Do you know each other? - She's in my class. 439 00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:36,200 Hi. Nice to meet you. 440 00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:38,000 Nice to meet you. 441 00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:40,360 She's your enemy today. 442 00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:42,000 Oh, my car keys. Sorry. 443 00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:48,120 So, are you nervous? 444 00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:50,880 Is your dad coming? 445 00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:54,480 - Just these two things. - He'll probably be late, like always. 446 00:31:56,640 --> 00:31:58,000 - See you later. - Yes. 447 00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:01,360 - Estrella. - Isaak, how are you? 448 00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:03,200 - Good. Are you ready? - I'm ready. 449 00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:04,120 Great. 450 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:08,280 Estrella? 451 00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:10,440 Do you know her? 452 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:14,640 Yes, well... I met her one day when I picked Álex up from the conservatory. 453 00:32:17,040 --> 00:32:17,880 I see. 454 00:32:24,120 --> 00:32:25,480 Watch out for this one. 455 00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:27,040 He's got soul. 456 00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:03,840 She's not keeping it clean. 457 00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:05,960 Japanese technique... 458 00:33:29,520 --> 00:33:30,440 I... 459 00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:31,440 She's good. 460 00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,160 Álex is much better. 461 00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:01,280 Just play 462 00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:03,800 and the scholarship is yours. 463 00:34:05,640 --> 00:34:06,880 Unless I beat you. 464 00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:10,800 The next candidate is Álex de la Fuente. 465 00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,320 Once again, I feel like I've lived this before. 466 00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:32,920 I know that I'll win the scholarship, but lose her. 467 00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:48,000 Whenever you want. 468 00:34:51,720 --> 00:34:54,520 We don't have all day. Play, please. 469 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:02,200 I make a decision that will change the rest of my life. 470 00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:20,560 Where have you gone, Álex? 471 00:35:22,240 --> 00:35:23,240 I'm in London 472 00:35:24,240 --> 00:35:25,920 with Paula, Bruno, and Bea, 473 00:35:27,120 --> 00:35:30,240 years after winning the scholarship and losing Estrella. 474 00:35:30,320 --> 00:35:31,800 Before all the bad stuff. 475 00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:37,080 I met Paula at the art gallery where she works. 476 00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:41,600 She always wanted to have kids and a big house in Chelsea. 477 00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:46,400 We pay for it thanks to my films. I compose soundtracks. 478 00:35:47,160 --> 00:35:51,400 I have an agent, Allan. He recruited me and never stops getting me jobs. 479 00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:04,520 I put my talent and my music to the service of others. 480 00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:18,440 And for a while, I'm happy. 481 00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:32,840 But I estrange myself from my family. 482 00:36:33,920 --> 00:36:37,160 Until I feel like everything's happening just as it was written. 483 00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:40,880 And that, ironically, my mother can't see it. 484 00:36:43,360 --> 00:36:46,320 My father hospitalized her shortly after I left for England. 485 00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:50,880 Her attacks got worse and she'd stopped being herself. 486 00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:55,000 Until her mind could take no more and she had a stroke. 487 00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:59,600 I'm sorry she can't see all this, 488 00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:02,480 the future she saw, which I couldn't stop from happening. 489 00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:08,040 How does that make you feel, Álex? 490 00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:11,160 Confused. 491 00:37:13,920 --> 00:37:16,120 The day I won the scholarship, 492 00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:19,760 I got trapped in my mother's obsession forever. 493 00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:24,240 And, in that moment, I give up. 494 00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:28,440 I feel that this isn't the life I would've chosen. 495 00:37:30,240 --> 00:37:33,120 I know I'm not happy. I go into crisis. 496 00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:36,920 I hide myself in my work. 497 00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:40,040 I chase success. I can't stop. 498 00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:43,920 Because if I stop, I feel. 499 00:37:46,160 --> 00:37:47,320 And I don't want to feel. 500 00:37:49,720 --> 00:37:51,400 I abandon my family. 501 00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:53,680 And the inevitable happens. 502 00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:58,320 Paula has felt my rejection for months. 503 00:38:00,680 --> 00:38:03,880 One day, while working at the gallery, she meets Niels. 504 00:38:05,560 --> 00:38:07,160 It all happens very fast. 505 00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:12,480 She falls in love again. 506 00:38:14,360 --> 00:38:16,560 And three months later, she spits it out. 507 00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:18,480 I've met someone. 508 00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:22,200 I want to go with him to Amsterdam. 509 00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:31,040 Tell me how you feel. 510 00:38:32,640 --> 00:38:33,480 Empty. 511 00:38:34,720 --> 00:38:36,000 Nothing makes sense. 512 00:38:37,720 --> 00:38:39,520 What happens after that, Álex? 513 00:38:46,720 --> 00:38:47,960 I love you very much. 514 00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:54,080 Go on, now. 515 00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:01,720 - Bye, Dad. - Bye, Dad. 516 00:39:07,640 --> 00:39:10,400 Álex, tell me what happens next. 517 00:39:18,960 --> 00:39:20,320 Who are you angry with? 518 00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:22,320 With my life. 519 00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:24,320 Be more specific. 520 00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:26,800 With my work. 521 00:39:27,440 --> 00:39:28,560 Why? 522 00:39:29,760 --> 00:39:31,560 Nothing around me fulfills me. 523 00:39:33,760 --> 00:39:36,120 I only do what others tell me to do. 524 00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:40,320 I ignore Allan's advice. 525 00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:43,600 I start to... 526 00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:46,920 ...boycott my career. 527 00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:51,320 I compose what I want, not the shit they tell me to. 528 00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:55,720 Are you sure you're boycotting your career, Álex? 529 00:39:57,760 --> 00:40:00,120 I want to find my voice. 530 00:40:02,040 --> 00:40:03,520 Even if I do it the hard way. 531 00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:09,160 I get angry when I'm denied this privilege. 532 00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:26,640 Who are you angry with, Álex? 533 00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:30,040 Say it out loud, Álex. 534 00:40:32,720 --> 00:40:33,560 Say it. 535 00:40:36,720 --> 00:40:40,160 Who are you punching? Tell me who you're really hitting. 536 00:40:40,240 --> 00:40:44,240 Tell me who you're angry with, Álex. Who are you hitting right now? 537 00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:55,080 My mother. 538 00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:09,840 Where have you gone now? 539 00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:14,280 I'm in Tremore. 540 00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:16,840 I haven't worked in a year. 541 00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:21,720 I just spent my first night with Judy. 542 00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:31,280 It's the first time I've felt in peace in so long. 543 00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:36,920 The scar on my hand hurts, but I don't care. 544 00:41:39,360 --> 00:41:40,920 I go out on my balcony. 545 00:41:43,080 --> 00:41:45,480 My neighbors are leaving to go fishing. 546 00:41:47,360 --> 00:41:49,320 Leo! María! 547 00:41:54,880 --> 00:41:56,320 I want you to calm down. 548 00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:58,880 Álex. Calm down. 549 00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:01,000 Álex. 550 00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:02,280 Listen to your breathing. 551 00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:03,960 - Álex. - Dad! 552 00:42:04,040 --> 00:42:06,040 Álex, listen to your breathing. 553 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:07,080 Calm down, please. 554 00:42:07,160 --> 00:42:09,040 Álex, calm down. 555 00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:11,240 Calm down, Álex. Calm down. 556 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:14,320 That's it. Breathe. 557 00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:15,760 Calm down. 558 00:42:16,360 --> 00:42:17,600 Calm down. 559 00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:19,960 Breathe. 560 00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:21,680 It's okay. 561 00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:27,280 It's okay. 562 00:42:32,480 --> 00:42:33,480 Listen to me. 563 00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:36,560 The masked men, the rain of fish... 564 00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:40,280 All this symbolism is linked to everything you've told me. 565 00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:43,200 The question is to what? 566 00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:46,400 I suspect you're afraid to dig it up. 567 00:42:47,520 --> 00:42:48,360 Doctor. 568 00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:51,480 I'm not hiding anything from you. 569 00:42:51,560 --> 00:42:52,880 Consciously, no. 570 00:42:54,840 --> 00:42:56,960 But there's a door you didn't want to open. 571 00:42:57,560 --> 00:42:58,920 The one to pain. 572 00:42:59,920 --> 00:43:01,920 You run as soon as it's close. 573 00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:06,560 That's why you haven't told me how you won the scholarship 574 00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:08,760 and why you separated from Estrella. 575 00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:13,600 So I ask that we go back to that point of no return in your life, 576 00:43:14,240 --> 00:43:16,080 and you tell me what happened. 577 00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:18,480 We don't have all day. Play, please. 578 00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:16,760 Breathe the air. 579 00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:18,240 Air. 580 00:44:22,720 --> 00:44:24,880 Your left hand, Álex! 581 00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:29,120 Tragic. 582 00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:30,600 Tragic! 583 00:44:46,480 --> 00:44:49,200 I played the wrong note on purpose. 584 00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:54,880 I wanted to rebel against the life my mother had designed. 585 00:44:56,240 --> 00:44:57,720 I wanted to be with Estrella. 586 00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:21,040 - What have you done? - Knock them dead. 587 00:45:21,120 --> 00:45:22,960 I'm going to London with you. 588 00:45:39,600 --> 00:45:42,560 The next candidate is Estrella Escudé. 589 00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:09,560 That was for her, right? 590 00:46:13,000 --> 00:46:14,920 I don't know what happened to me. 591 00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:16,680 I'll tell you what happened. 592 00:46:18,160 --> 00:46:21,360 You tried to ruin your future on purpose, Álex. 593 00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:24,880 Don't take me for a fool. 594 00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:29,120 You say your visions can't be changed, and our future is already written. 595 00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:31,760 - Álex... - I just proved that isn't true. 596 00:46:41,920 --> 00:46:44,120 - Are you okay? - Better than ever. 597 00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:56,640 You knew about this girl? 598 00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:00,080 He needs to live his life, Elvira. 599 00:47:00,160 --> 00:47:01,240 You're an asshole. 600 00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:03,960 And I hope 601 00:47:05,520 --> 00:47:07,640 you're not an accomplice to any of this. 602 00:47:07,720 --> 00:47:09,240 Of course I'm not. 603 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,280 Isaak, she's not part of his life. 604 00:47:15,000 --> 00:47:15,840 She is now. 605 00:47:37,640 --> 00:47:38,680 Bravo! 606 00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:44,720 There's something I don't understand. 607 00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:48,520 If Estrella won the scholarship and lived the life that, 608 00:47:48,600 --> 00:47:51,440 according to your mother, you were meant to live... 609 00:47:52,360 --> 00:47:54,280 What happened that changed it all? 610 00:47:55,320 --> 00:47:58,200 Why did you end up going alone to London, 611 00:47:58,280 --> 00:48:01,120 instead of with her, like you had agreed? 612 00:48:02,320 --> 00:48:03,520 What happened, Álex? 613 00:48:05,680 --> 00:48:06,920 You're leaving, Álex. 614 00:48:08,560 --> 00:48:11,280 Don't leave. Go back and tell me what happened. 615 00:48:13,200 --> 00:48:14,960 Tell me what happens, Álex. 616 00:48:15,960 --> 00:48:20,200 - There was a party after the gala. - Speak in the present. Don't run away. 617 00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:23,960 I want you to be there mentally, as if you were living it now. 618 00:48:33,400 --> 00:48:35,720 There's a party after the ceremony. 619 00:48:36,880 --> 00:48:39,080 But my mother stays on the sidelines. 620 00:48:40,280 --> 00:48:44,400 I want to go talk to her, but my father offers to go instead. 621 00:48:51,080 --> 00:48:52,520 She won't accept my defeat. 622 00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:55,200 They argue in front of everyone. 623 00:49:01,520 --> 00:49:04,440 For the first time, I don't feel guilty. 624 00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:10,120 I feel so embarrassed when I see her begging the judges. 625 00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:16,160 I feel relieved when she finally leaves. 626 00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:20,360 I am... 627 00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:23,600 happy, at peace. 628 00:49:24,640 --> 00:49:25,640 Come on, Álex. 629 00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:29,720 Ramiro and my father finally give us some space. 630 00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:34,960 I feel like I can be myself for the first time. 631 00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:43,920 You sure you don't want a ride? 632 00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:46,120 It's late and far away. I'll grab a taxi. 633 00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:50,240 You still have to tell me what happened in there. 634 00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:57,320 Did you play the wrong note on purpose? 635 00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:00,400 Why? 636 00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:01,880 I felt like it. 637 00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:06,720 Why do I feel like you're hiding something from me? 638 00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:11,320 I don't want to lose you. 639 00:50:11,400 --> 00:50:12,400 And you won't. 640 00:50:13,200 --> 00:50:14,280 You won't. 641 00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:20,080 - Let me know when you get home. - Okay. 642 00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:21,360 Okay. Go on. 643 00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:23,080 Go on. Go. 644 00:50:28,480 --> 00:50:29,320 Álex! 645 00:50:31,840 --> 00:50:32,840 What are we? 646 00:50:36,600 --> 00:50:37,600 Unstoppable. 647 00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:13,600 Where are you? 648 00:51:18,080 --> 00:51:20,880 Please, call me when you hear this. 649 00:51:24,280 --> 00:51:25,240 Hey. 650 00:51:25,320 --> 00:51:26,360 What are you doing up? 651 00:51:27,360 --> 00:51:28,720 I couldn't sleep. 652 00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:32,000 - Who were you talking to? - Nobody. 653 00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:35,120 Work stuff. 654 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:36,080 Where's Mom? 655 00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:38,760 Asleep. 656 00:51:39,720 --> 00:51:40,840 I'll go talk to her. 657 00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:43,640 Wait until tomorrow. She's still very upset. 658 00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:47,960 Don't you get tired of her? 659 00:51:49,400 --> 00:51:50,400 I still love her. 660 00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:54,560 Well, I'm going to bed. 661 00:51:55,360 --> 00:51:56,200 Good night. 662 00:52:01,360 --> 00:52:03,640 - Okay. Good night. - Get some rest. 663 00:52:23,720 --> 00:52:25,120 - Hello? - Álex? 664 00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:27,760 Hi. It's Ramiro. 665 00:52:28,360 --> 00:52:29,720 Ramiro, what is it? 666 00:52:33,080 --> 00:52:34,160 Álex, don't leave. 667 00:52:35,120 --> 00:52:37,120 Álex, go back and tell me what happened. 668 00:52:38,920 --> 00:52:39,800 Álex? 669 00:52:45,800 --> 00:52:46,760 Álex. 670 00:52:47,600 --> 00:52:49,160 Álex! Where are you going? 671 00:52:49,240 --> 00:52:50,520 Where are you going? 672 00:52:50,600 --> 00:52:52,000 Álex! What's wrong? 673 00:52:52,880 --> 00:52:53,720 Álex! 674 00:52:54,720 --> 00:52:55,560 Álex. 675 00:52:55,640 --> 00:52:59,080 Álex, you need to calm down. Focus on your breathing, Álex. 676 00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:00,880 Calm down, Álex. 677 00:53:02,040 --> 00:53:03,160 Álex, listen to me. 678 00:53:06,320 --> 00:53:08,560 Álex, calm down. 679 00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:11,000 Try to calm down, Álex. 680 00:53:12,960 --> 00:53:14,200 Álex, calm down. 681 00:53:15,360 --> 00:53:16,840 Breathe, Álex, please. 682 00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:20,120 My little girl! 683 00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:21,800 Estrella! 684 00:53:23,480 --> 00:53:24,520 Calm down, Álex. 685 00:53:43,960 --> 00:53:44,800 Calm down. 686 00:53:55,640 --> 00:53:59,840 Our memories are the beautiful legacy that our loved ones leave behind for us. 687 00:53:59,920 --> 00:54:01,760 That's why Estrella's light... 688 00:54:07,360 --> 00:54:08,560 Thank you very much. 689 00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:18,840 Thanks for coming. 690 00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:21,040 Our condolences. 691 00:54:21,760 --> 00:54:22,760 Thank you. 692 00:54:22,840 --> 00:54:23,680 I'm so sorry. 693 00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:27,680 Do they know what happened? 694 00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:33,000 They say she was going too fast and drove off the road. 695 00:54:36,240 --> 00:54:38,040 When you left, did she look okay? 696 00:54:39,280 --> 00:54:42,400 She was fine or else I would've driven. I swear. 697 00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:45,040 Or I'd have put her in a taxi or something. 698 00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:49,760 I'm looking for answers where there are none. 699 00:54:52,360 --> 00:54:54,920 Take care of him. This kid's special. 700 00:55:02,200 --> 00:55:04,200 I recovered this from the accident. 701 00:55:06,640 --> 00:55:07,960 I want you to have it. 702 00:55:11,480 --> 00:55:12,920 Never forget her. Okay? 703 00:55:18,240 --> 00:55:21,440 FOR ESTRELLA 704 00:55:52,720 --> 00:55:55,080 Álex, stop it, please. 705 00:56:01,840 --> 00:56:04,120 If I hadn't played the wrong note... 706 00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:06,480 I would've won and... 707 00:56:08,000 --> 00:56:09,360 maybe she'd still be alive. 708 00:56:13,480 --> 00:56:14,880 It had to be this way. 709 00:56:16,600 --> 00:56:17,480 You talk like Mom. 710 00:56:18,680 --> 00:56:19,680 I'm sorry, Son. 711 00:56:22,840 --> 00:56:23,680 I'll get it. 712 00:56:31,000 --> 00:56:32,000 Hello? 713 00:56:33,600 --> 00:56:34,720 Yes. 714 00:56:37,080 --> 00:56:38,040 Who's calling? 715 00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:42,920 Yes. 716 00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:44,920 Hold on a second. 717 00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:53,160 Álex. 718 00:56:54,880 --> 00:56:55,720 It's for you. 719 00:56:57,040 --> 00:56:58,360 It's about the scholarship. 720 00:57:12,280 --> 00:57:13,120 Hello? 721 00:57:16,120 --> 00:57:16,960 Yes. 722 00:57:18,320 --> 00:57:19,160 Yes, it's me. 723 00:57:24,520 --> 00:57:28,160 Yes, of course I'm interested, but I have to think about it. 724 00:57:29,440 --> 00:57:30,280 Thank you. 725 00:57:39,640 --> 00:57:40,480 I told you. 726 00:57:42,800 --> 00:57:44,920 One bad note isn't reason enough 727 00:57:45,960 --> 00:57:47,680 for what I saw not to happen. 728 00:57:49,440 --> 00:57:50,880 It's written, Álex. 729 00:57:52,480 --> 00:57:53,680 It can't be changed. 730 00:57:56,080 --> 00:57:57,920 There's nothing to think about. 731 00:57:59,960 --> 00:58:02,440 Tell them you accept. Right now. Please. 732 00:58:09,280 --> 00:58:10,640 Tell me it's not true. 733 00:58:12,080 --> 00:58:13,480 I got the scholarship. 734 00:58:31,080 --> 00:58:32,040 How do you feel? 735 00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:34,880 - Exhausted. - That's normal. 736 00:58:36,080 --> 00:58:38,880 Your mind has opened a door that's been closed for years. 737 00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:43,720 What's your diagnosis? 738 00:58:46,680 --> 00:58:49,480 I believe your mother's intense influence 739 00:58:49,560 --> 00:58:52,400 made you believe Estrella's death was your fault. 740 00:58:53,520 --> 00:58:57,000 And now you're afraid of losing the people you love. 741 00:58:58,800 --> 00:59:02,960 You fled to Tremore to get away from the life your mother designed. 742 00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:05,360 And now you fear that this change 743 00:59:05,440 --> 00:59:07,560 is making your world crumble. 744 00:59:09,880 --> 00:59:11,800 That's why my mind is toying with me? 745 00:59:14,840 --> 00:59:16,720 How important are they to you? 746 00:59:17,520 --> 00:59:20,040 Leo. María. What's their role in your life? 747 00:59:20,120 --> 00:59:21,760 In your new life in Tremore. 748 00:59:22,320 --> 00:59:24,760 They and Judy are everything to me. 749 00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:29,200 Like your children are your everything outside of Tremore. 750 00:59:29,280 --> 00:59:30,400 Of course. 751 00:59:30,480 --> 00:59:33,240 And right when they come to live with you for a while, 752 00:59:33,320 --> 00:59:35,840 your menacing delusions increase. 753 00:59:37,200 --> 00:59:39,760 I'm afraid of losing the people I love. It's that simple? 754 00:59:39,840 --> 00:59:41,040 No, that's not all. 755 00:59:41,640 --> 00:59:44,080 You also need to protect them. 756 00:59:45,120 --> 00:59:49,880 Since your children haven't been with you, your role as protector has disappeared. 757 00:59:49,960 --> 00:59:51,640 You need to protect them 758 00:59:51,720 --> 00:59:55,280 to purge the guilt of not having known how to protect Estrella. 759 00:59:56,320 --> 00:59:58,800 You played one wrong note to try to change 760 00:59:59,760 --> 01:00:02,080 what you believed was a premonition. 761 01:00:02,160 --> 01:00:04,840 And Estrella, the person you loved most, died. 762 01:00:06,200 --> 01:00:09,680 Now your mind has woken up due to the lightning strike. 763 01:00:09,760 --> 01:00:11,760 It's designing another premonition 764 01:00:12,280 --> 01:00:16,400 so that you can address it this time, and finally redeem yourself. 765 01:00:16,880 --> 01:00:17,920 But... 766 01:00:18,880 --> 01:00:21,360 everything my mother said about my future, 767 01:00:21,920 --> 01:00:23,040 all of it came true. 768 01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:27,840 You could've turned down the scholarship and none of this would've happened. 769 01:00:29,640 --> 01:00:31,280 I went to get away from my mother. 770 01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:33,760 And paradoxically, you proved her right. 771 01:00:35,480 --> 01:00:36,560 What about my son? 772 01:00:37,240 --> 01:00:39,840 How do you explain that he can see the same thing I saw? 773 01:00:39,920 --> 01:00:42,320 Because you're influencing him 774 01:00:42,400 --> 01:00:45,440 the same way your mother influenced you. 775 01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:49,240 Sleepwalking is a hereditary disorder. 776 01:00:49,320 --> 01:00:51,800 It becomes a problem when influence exists. 777 01:00:51,880 --> 01:00:53,840 Your son is absorbing your beliefs 778 01:00:53,920 --> 01:00:57,640 to the point that he believes he has the same gift as you. 779 01:00:58,120 --> 01:01:00,080 You have to be careful with that. 780 01:01:04,760 --> 01:01:05,760 So what happens now? 781 01:01:07,920 --> 01:01:09,360 That depends on you. 782 01:01:22,480 --> 01:01:24,680 Are you sure you're okay? Do you need... 783 01:01:25,680 --> 01:01:26,520 anything? 784 01:01:28,280 --> 01:01:29,120 Trust me. 785 01:01:34,520 --> 01:01:35,960 I like seeing you like this. 786 01:01:40,600 --> 01:01:42,200 She's been calling all day. 787 01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:44,280 What should we do? 788 01:01:45,760 --> 01:01:46,760 Okay, fine. 789 01:01:48,720 --> 01:01:49,720 Hi. How are you? 790 01:01:51,000 --> 01:01:52,200 - Hi. - Hi, Viviana. 791 01:01:52,280 --> 01:01:54,480 Hey, love birds. Where are you? 792 01:01:54,560 --> 01:01:58,200 Well, we went to... We took a day trip today. 793 01:01:58,280 --> 01:02:01,120 We're getting this mess set up for the concert. 794 01:02:01,200 --> 01:02:03,920 - Look at Peio. Peio, say hi! - Hey! 795 01:02:04,000 --> 01:02:06,720 Are you going to play or not? You've left us hanging. 796 01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:10,360 The answer is yes. 797 01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:11,840 Concert and speech? 798 01:02:11,920 --> 01:02:14,160 - Everything? - Yes. Well, "everything"... 799 01:02:14,240 --> 01:02:16,040 I'll find you tomorrow and we'll talk. 800 01:02:16,120 --> 01:02:18,920 Wonderful! This is going to be the best festival ever. 801 01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:21,560 You don't know how happy you've made me. 802 01:02:21,640 --> 01:02:23,400 I'm going to tell everyone. 803 01:02:24,240 --> 01:02:26,880 - Thank you! Ciao. - Ciao! 804 01:02:29,920 --> 01:02:32,360 - Are you going to tell me? - Tell you what? 805 01:02:32,440 --> 01:02:35,800 What happened in the session for you to be so... happy. 806 01:02:35,880 --> 01:02:37,560 Yes, but... 807 01:02:38,360 --> 01:02:39,880 I'll tell you, but... 808 01:02:39,960 --> 01:02:42,080 Wait. It's this way. I'll be quick. 809 01:02:45,040 --> 01:02:48,000 SANITARIUM 810 01:02:49,560 --> 01:02:51,160 Have you decided how to answer 811 01:02:51,240 --> 01:02:54,160 the question I asked you before beginning the session? 812 01:02:55,160 --> 01:02:57,080 Man of science or man of faith? 813 01:02:58,920 --> 01:02:59,880 You must choose. 814 01:03:04,520 --> 01:03:07,200 I choose science and to receive treatment. 815 01:03:07,920 --> 01:03:09,800 But you have reservations. 816 01:03:09,880 --> 01:03:10,720 No. 817 01:03:11,560 --> 01:03:14,760 I know what I've seen, but I don't want to end up like my mother. 818 01:03:15,880 --> 01:03:18,160 I'll wait here, okay? 819 01:03:18,760 --> 01:03:19,600 Okay. 820 01:03:23,080 --> 01:03:24,640 I don't want to lose Judy. 821 01:03:26,200 --> 01:03:28,720 I don't want my kids to see me like that again. 822 01:03:29,360 --> 01:03:30,680 I'm glad to hear that. 823 01:03:32,000 --> 01:03:35,680 - What if I have another attack? - Don't run from your visions. 824 01:03:35,760 --> 01:03:38,560 Try to find out what they're saying to you. 825 01:03:38,640 --> 01:03:41,720 And if you can... take note of the details. 826 01:03:41,800 --> 01:03:42,880 They're important. 827 01:03:44,000 --> 01:03:46,920 Always face what is to come, Álex. 828 01:03:47,600 --> 01:03:49,480 Well, it's been hard. 829 01:03:50,040 --> 01:03:53,640 It's hard for her to leave her room and interact with other patients. 830 01:03:53,720 --> 01:03:57,360 Actually, her state has worsened a lot since you last came. 831 01:03:58,680 --> 01:04:00,160 She used to ask for you. 832 01:04:01,440 --> 01:04:03,520 Now she may not even recognize you. 833 01:04:07,040 --> 01:04:09,640 Let me know if you need anything, Álex. 834 01:04:11,440 --> 01:04:12,880 - Thanks. - You're welcome. 835 01:04:57,920 --> 01:04:58,920 Hi, Mom. 836 01:05:04,120 --> 01:05:05,200 Do you know who I am? 837 01:05:13,240 --> 01:05:14,080 I'm sorry... 838 01:05:17,680 --> 01:05:21,520 I'm sorry I haven't come to see you, but I was very angry with you. 839 01:05:23,880 --> 01:05:26,840 I imagine you knew that, because you say you see everything. 840 01:05:33,720 --> 01:05:34,880 I suppose Dad 841 01:05:36,680 --> 01:05:38,280 told you about my divorce. 842 01:05:40,080 --> 01:05:41,400 And that I've got no work. 843 01:05:49,600 --> 01:05:50,600 You know what? 844 01:05:53,240 --> 01:05:55,160 I realized that I don't know who I am. 845 01:05:58,120 --> 01:05:59,640 I knew for a while. 846 01:06:01,600 --> 01:06:02,600 Not for long. 847 01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:06,720 When Estrella showed me a universe different from yours. 848 01:06:10,760 --> 01:06:11,760 Then I shut down. 849 01:06:14,280 --> 01:06:17,400 And I started to live the life I was supposed to live. 850 01:06:17,960 --> 01:06:19,080 I was very unhappy. 851 01:06:20,160 --> 01:06:21,320 Until now, Mom. 852 01:06:24,960 --> 01:06:26,800 I've met a wonderful woman. 853 01:06:28,880 --> 01:06:29,880 Her name is Judy. 854 01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:36,280 I don't want you to meet her 855 01:06:36,360 --> 01:06:39,200 because I don't want her to have anything to do with you. 856 01:06:41,640 --> 01:06:42,600 Can you hear me? 857 01:06:44,800 --> 01:06:45,880 Yes, you can. 858 01:06:48,840 --> 01:06:49,840 I hate you, Mom. 859 01:06:53,240 --> 01:06:54,480 I hate you intensely. 860 01:07:00,160 --> 01:07:03,960 I've lived enslaved by the fear of turning into you. 861 01:07:05,960 --> 01:07:09,600 I was afraid that people would look at me like Dad and I looked at you. 862 01:07:11,680 --> 01:07:14,400 Like people who didn't understand you looked at you. 863 01:07:20,040 --> 01:07:21,520 I finally understand you. 864 01:07:23,440 --> 01:07:25,520 Because something similar happened to me. 865 01:07:28,200 --> 01:07:29,280 But you know what? 866 01:07:31,800 --> 01:07:32,960 I'm going to rebel. 867 01:07:36,320 --> 01:07:39,880 I won't be like you and lose the little I have, which I love. 868 01:07:46,160 --> 01:07:48,280 You've appeared in my dreams lately. 869 01:07:51,320 --> 01:07:52,320 I suppose 870 01:07:53,840 --> 01:07:57,520 it's because I've been wondering how much of my life you saw. 871 01:07:58,480 --> 01:08:00,280 If you ever really did. 872 01:08:03,240 --> 01:08:05,200 You gave me no choice, Mom. 873 01:08:07,280 --> 01:08:08,280 No choice. 874 01:08:10,960 --> 01:08:13,760 And now, I'm choosing to live the life I want to live. 875 01:08:18,960 --> 01:08:19,960 I'm leaving. 876 01:08:36,920 --> 01:08:37,920 Goodbye, Mom. 877 01:09:13,120 --> 01:09:14,320 I was somewhere 878 01:09:15,360 --> 01:09:16,840 I'd never seen before. 879 01:09:19,000 --> 01:09:21,280 The walls were white and... 880 01:09:23,320 --> 01:09:24,960 there was lots of light. 881 01:09:25,840 --> 01:09:31,800 There were green lattices and an old man playing chess. 882 01:09:33,560 --> 01:09:34,920 And Álex was there with... 883 01:09:36,400 --> 01:09:37,360 with a woman 884 01:09:38,360 --> 01:09:39,800 that wasn't his wife. 885 01:09:41,360 --> 01:09:44,160 He was far from the life for which he was destined. 886 01:09:46,800 --> 01:09:48,400 And this put him in danger. 887 01:09:51,000 --> 01:09:54,440 There was darkness all around him. 888 01:10:58,520 --> 01:11:01,520 Subtitle translation by: Molly Yurick